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Anger

I'm so angry. Living in a country where the government wants to tell me what I can and what I can't do with my body. Some old man makes a decision about my body, about my future, and millions of girls in Poland. Who gave him the power to do that? They are trying to do it right now, cause we can't go out on the street and tell them what we think about all of this. People now have no trust in politics, they are disappointed cause there's no one to listen to what normal people like me have to say. If you want to help, if you want your voice to matter please sing this:  https://act.wemove.eu/campaigns/abortion Every vote count

Who am I?

Who was I? That question pops in my head almost every day. I'm turning 22 next month, and after 22 years of my life, I still don't know the answer. I was going through so many stages in my life. I was a happy kid, but when years were passing, I loose so many people who mean the world to me. And the thing that really makes me who I'm now is that I was bullied, for 9 years at school. Since first grade. Crying my eyes out every day, cause I wasn't pretty enough, smart enough, rich enough or slim enough. It makes me think that I'm basically not enough. That I would never find love, friends, happiness. I lost hope that I would ever be a normal teenager. I never went to any parties, birthdays, cause no one wanted to invite me. But those days are gone and faaar behind me. Who am I now? I'm almost 22 years old woman, who knows what she is capable of. I know my own worth, and no one can make me feel different, cause I know better. I'm in college, doing what I love....

How to not get crazy?

These days it"s really hard to not feel anxious. Cause tell me honestly who doesn't feel like dying right now. We are closed in our four walls, not knowing when we will be able to get back to normal. For me, who struggle so much with anxiety, panic attacks, staying at home for so long, not being able to go out and meet my friends is hard as hell. But we all need to get through it. We all need to be a little distance from one another, to meet again healthy and most importantly alive. Seeing how many people lost their lives, die without their families and loved ones. The most important question is when this will end? But there's no one who will answer this question for me. Stay safe, and stay home 💙🏠